Stupidity

I am stupid. It's true. I am completely and utterly stupid. Being surrounded by people much smarter than myself only reinforces the fact that I am stupid. Did I make myself clear? I am stupid.

When is it too late to turn back? Am I too far into my career (that I am apparently too stupid for) to do anything about it? And if I did, what would I do?

I keep meeting people that really excel at what they do. Everything I do is half-assed. I am too pea-brained to become something or someone that others can look up to.

Everything feels like a failure.. failure is all around me.. failure is written in giant letters on the wall. The sad part is that I am too stupid to do anything about it.